The nurses shrouded the infant in pink because by the nurture of her sex {not its nature} her freedom had already shriveled up inside of her mother’s warm womb {the last true refuge}. The moment she breathed her first earthly breath the stench of sexism stung her hummingbird nostrils {male doctors belittling female nurses} {slap / pinch / mansplain}. What life was left for this tiny girl to live when the world conspired to make her feel tinier & tinier as soon as she reached the hospital room? You, girl child, are biggest now as a newborn, still fluttering in naivety before they pluck off your wings & throw you in the dirt. {Stay down, they hiss, stay down.} You’ll want to laugh at the irony from the tangles of mud & slime where you’ll forever be imprisoned— but you can’t when you’re choking on tears & wondering why they hate you for what God made you.
Christine Sloan Stoddard
Christine Sloan Stoddard is a Salvadoran-American writer, artist, and filmmaker based in Brooklyn, NY. She is the founder of Quail Bell Press & Productions, including Quail Bell Magazine. Her books Heaven Is a Photograph, Belladonna Magic: Spells in the Form of Poetry & Photography, Desert Fox By the Sea, and Water for the Cactus Woman are available wherever books are sold. The poem featured here is from her novelette Naomi & The Reckoning, which is only available directly from the publisher. Find out more about her work at www.worldofchristinestoddard.com.